blog 5

Gideon is feeling awkward now because his roomates are telling him that hes skinny fat. this means that hes not over wight, but he has no muscle whatsoever. So after hearing all this, his roomate nicholas is making him go running every morning at 6 am. gideon really is not wanting to do this. but he does it anyways so he wont get made fun of. when i think about this scene, it makes me think of the scene in the sisterhood of the traveling pants when bridget is running and she says that running makes you feel free and you can forget all your problems. im not exactily sure why this comes into my head really but it just does. but later gideon gets invited to Pilars party. so he goes with his roomates and they all start doing drugs. gideon doesnt want to look like a pansey, so do does it too. the girl who is inside his head is disapointed in him. so now i know that ths girl isnt Pilar because shes doing drugs too. so now i have no clue who it is.. this is bothering me. o well ill find out soon enough hopefully